Monday, May 19, 2008


Someone once said “Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest”.
Do you ever spend your life going back in time? Thinking about things you’d want to take back, and no matter how badly you wanted it back, you’d still know that it will never be yours? Do you plan? Do u set goals? Do you try to achieve them? Do you try to figure out why we are here, and what we are supposed to do? Is there a plan for all of us?
I believe in being there for people; not letting them down; not abandoning them the moment you see them at fault or failure, and not giving up on them; but showing them what’s right, supporting them through times they need you, and not letting go..for the words “Let go” could mean the world for that person. See… I’ve never said the 3 words to anyone in my life because when I do I’d really want to mean it…some ask have u ever fallen in love??hmmm NO..cz it takes a lot for that to happen;it takes something out of the ordinary; it probably takes your ideas, the way you think, the way you feel..I think about life when younger, do you?but do you think about life 10years from now? where we will be? what type of people we would have become?if you do.. its scary isn’t it? it is then you will realize if you’d ever want to go back and do it differently or perhaps try to appreciate the things you took for granted, but then again its all part of a plan…Sometimes when you are young you think nothing can hurt you,its like being invincible, your whole life is ahead of you and you’ve got big plans…to find your perfect match, the one that completes you, the one that makes you feel special but as you get older you realize its not always that easy because at the end when you’re looking back instead of forward you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you, you’d wanna believe that you’re leaving something good behind..you’d want it all to have mattered.Im listening to “fix you” by coldplay going through old pics of school, memories, the stupidest things that a few of us did, all the times we never listened to any of the teachers, the times we thought of “hate” towards people, and the times I wish I could go back to…..but also the times that make me who I am.keep dreaming.........................................................................................................................................................

MAD-HEART-GUY

"Mad Heart Guy"

Amazing how life is... For someone to trust you so much and be there for you with a love that can never be matched. Amazing huh?

At times in life you question yourself, Does true love exist? Can this happen? A mutual bonding? But you may not find answers... until... you see her... until you look into her eyes. Then everything falls into you. You feel strong... you feel safe... complete. You feel as if you are living life and you want nothing more.

You meet a lot of people on the way. People who are very different yet so similar. Everyone lost in their own pretty worlds... oops! did I say pretty? Well, maybe that's what it looks outside. But take a closer look. Everyone's running... running away from life... from reality...

That's where she comes in. So different with thoughts and beliefs of her own. Energetic yet so calm. Enthusiastic yet realistic. Dreaming of a future but scared to lose it. She must be an angel... a princess. She loves you like no other can or will. You've never felt this way before. You want her. You want a future with her... to look after her, to take care of her, to protect her and most of all to love her for the rest of time.

---Mad Heart Guy---